Spoiler (Part 15)

Spoiler: I Love you and I mean it
Part Fifthteen: Secret Feelings

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"So you brought food?" he asked, looking at the tray. Miyuki nodded, "Good. I am starving." he said, trying to sit up but couldn't.

"W-Would you like me to help you?" Miyuki asked,

Help.. that would mean… you touching me? Kanata shakes his head, "I am fine by myself" he said, trying to push himself to a sitting position. A low grunt of pain popped from his tight lips and fell back unto the bed panting.

Miyuki smiled and waited for him to ask for help, he was indeed a stubborn man. A few minutes though he already asked for an assistance. "As I have expected" she said, as she came closer to him, bending near, her arms outstretched. Kanata lay as still as stone, and she took that as a sign of surrender. Ignoring the emotions she's feeling, as a professional, she gently put her forearm behind his shoulders, intending to help him lift to a sitting position without pulling. "Okay now sit up" she said, her head turned to the side so they wouldn't be face to face. Her ability to control her reactions to him only went so far, and having her lips so close to his, goodness. It wasn't a good idea.

He lay there, unmoving, for a long time, his breathing seeming to accelerate. "Miyu, this isn't going to work…" he said, in a strangled voice. His breath tickles Miyuki's cheek.

Without looking at him, her own breathing picking up speed, "We can do it okay?"

Kanata growled and started murmuring about her shampoo scent or soap.. or whatever, he finally did as she asked, with a countdown, he raised himself up slightly. But he went farther than she'd expected, touching his firm, well-muscled chest to hers, leaving her nose pressed to the place where his neck met his shoulder.

"What are you doing?" Kanata asked, trying to hold the pain.

"Sorry," she murmured, but blushed so much but she reluctantly released Kanata and grabbed another pillow to support his body. For him to be able to sit and eat. Finally after a few minutes. Kanata is ready to eat. She looked at him, who was just looking at his food. He seems to be in a bad mood. Well who won't be in a bad mood when you almost caress your body to him? and he was a very loving and loyal husband? duh! Miyuki gulped, "Would you like me to help you-"

"I can damn well feed myself," he said, in a harsh tone.

"Why are you pissed off?" Miyuki asked, she couldn't control herself. "I was just trying to help you-"

"Yeah and I thank you for that," Kanata said, then he looked at her, more like glaring. "Next time, you help me. Would you mind tying your hair back?" he looked away, his jaw flexing. "I'd rather not have it in my face again" he said,

Miyuki blinked, "Oh… I am so sorry-"

"Yeah and next time when you help me don't get too close to me" he added quickly.

Miyuki didn't know but she felt hurt with the last statement, "Oh don't worry Mister… next time I'll tie my hair so that you won't get tickly and will try to get a mechanical robot to help you, so that my skin won't touch yours… I mean, I should be careful because I have a poor skin and you have a very high class one." she said, crossing her arms.

"No.. it wasn't the hair… nor the skin" he said, his voice got lowered.

Miyuki blinked, "It wasn't?" she asked, Kanata nodded. "Then why say such rude words?" she asked,

Kanata shook his head and slowly picked up his chopsticks, letting out an under-the-breath laugh, "Like I said, It's not the hair nor skin is the problem," He speared some rice with his chopstick. "It's just the way that they are too smooth and soft and it smells too good, that's all" he said,

"Wha-"

Kanata looked at her and smiled, "Your Skin and hair is too soft, too smooth and smells too good… and its aching me not to touch them" he said, then he returned to eating his dinner. Miyuki just stood there frozen, she was shocked at the revelation.

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